No replies to this topic

[Billy Diamond]

ok so i move out in the middle of no where and I have no friends out here despite going to church and stuff... So i get to talking alot with this girl i met before i moved and ofcourse I fall in love with her... now, my parents find out and ask that i do not tell her my fealings anymore atleast untill a year of college just to see the world and meet a broader rang of girls... so i tell her that she and i need to back off a little and stop saying things like"I love you" and "when we're married..." and other romantic things. Now i feal like a jerk for saying that because she's the only girl that has ever understood me and got to know me and respects me the way she does... we were talking and she complimented my hands and neck, and those are the body parts I'm most selfconcious of but she didn't know that at the time she complimented them. Now I feal like a jerk for obeying my parents and i feal sick to my stomach litterally because although she says she's fine with it I know she's hurt... I guess I just want you guys to pray that God will help me feal better that as things go they will be ok between me and her. And that I'll calm down like she is because I know I'm freaking out way more then her....